Fearless Writing Challenge; Day 91: Change is Coming

Have you missed me?

I took a few days off, perhaps you noticed.

I’m at the end of my headcold. I feel silly for whining about it, especially when I have friends and family who have very real health issues, and I am complaining about a cold.

In other words, I am very thankful that’s all it is, because I know it could be much, much worse.

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I am happy to report I am on the mend…still coughing, still stuffy, still fatigued, but on the mend. A few more days and I will be 100%.

I’ll be better about eating my apple a day to keep the doctor away.

In fact, I might be teaching again, so it should be easy to get that apple, right? 😉

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What’s Really Going On?

You know I haven’t been feeling like myself.

I’m not sure I can explain to you how I am feeling. There is a lot going on that I am not able to share with you (see? I do keep confidences!) Let’s just say there are little fires and bigger fires within my extended family that need monitoring, and that has taken up my heart and mind recently. #thinkgoodthoughts

So there’s that.

And there is turning 50 soon.

Which has seemed to have led me to a place of great transformation. The things I thought drove me, propelled me, pulled me, pushed me…they don’t seem to be doing that right now.

Accomplishment. Noteriety. Acknowledgement. Minor fame. Fortune.

Is this a new normal for me? I’m not sure.

What will the new skin look like, once I am done shedding this old one? I don’t know.

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In the meantime, I am keeping busy and oddly (for me) not thinking too much. More doing, less thinking. It feels good.

For now, I’m just letting the brewing happen, slowly.

Then I’ll see what I am left with.

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In the meantime, I don’t anticipate blogging every single day. I’m aiming for a few times a week.

Tell me, how are things for you, as we head into the last weeks of the year? 

Deeply,

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